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Saturday, June 28, 2014

The Lemon Project - By Nuthany

The Lemon Project

Looking out the window, with his two palms cupping his cheeks, the little black haired boy dreamt of both flying free and caring for animals. Pilot by day and vet by night was what he aspired to be. Though, little Lim Eu-Gene did know that life is not that simple. A city boy, born and bred in KL, he found no fault in dreaming, for he knew that dreams are plausible.

Now, a young lad of 23 with a certain charm about him, he has quite number of achievements. He goes by a rather interesting nickname now, "call me, Lemon," he says whenever he decides to introduce himself. Curiosity is a curious thing by itself and driven by it, I asked him, why Lemon? He simply answered that "When life gives you lemon, you make lemonade out of it". Little did I understand that he was control of life by being the 'lemon' and
when I realized, I saw a young man of clear principles. With a Diploma in IT, he is no where near becoming a pilot or a vet but that doesn't bring his soaring enthusiasm and optimism down. Currently pursuing his Degree in Mass Communication, he claims to be content about it.

In this era of technological richness and dependence, Lemon walks around with a camera around his neck; capturing everyday life; looking through a different yet defined set of lens. When others are driven by pessimism, his new found love for photography drives him to be optimistic instead, looking at the positive side of life, capturing happiness, both through his lens and his heart.

When most perceive life to be a rocky pathway, Lemon chose the simple way of looking at life. "When you think and live in simplicity, you tend to enjoy life better." Now that's a principle most should certainly adapt to.

By Nuthany Ganasen










Wednesday, June 25, 2014

Am I?

Am i that guy

Who is easily replaced?

Easily forgotten?

Somehow, i felt that way now

I felt that i've been forgotten

Or being replaced by someone

It just...

Make me feel

Indescribably....

Don't know what to say

Don't know how to feel

Maybe,

I'm annoying

Or maybe i'm a disturbance

 Am i?

-Signing off- Being Left Out Lemon

I miss those days

I miss those days

I miss where we chat alot

I miss where we laugh together

I miss where we kept on calling each other

I really miss them

I miss how we talk random stuff

And gossip

I really miss it

I was your great listener

You as well

I feel that maybe i'm being to over thinking about it

Where we no longer do those often

Maybe i think to much

Maybe its just me

-Signing Off- Lemon Misses Those Days

A girl where I don't mind going through with her

As said before,

I have alot of things on my mind

And 1 of it

Is her

I kept on thinking about her

How is she doing

What is she doing

Is she in a moody mood?

Happy mood?

I kept on thinking about these of her

Why?

Cause, it shows how much i care

And how much i like her

Been by her side

Always been there

Waiting

Waiting for her

And will wait till she accepts

A path i chosen

A decision i made

A promise to her i won't walk away

A girl who i really don't mind going through obstacles

As long i'm there for her

Go through with her together

I don't mind if im being kept in the shadows

I don't mind if she mingle around

As long i know how she feels about me

As long she is happy

As long she smile

As long we are there for each other

That's all it matters to me

A path, a decision, a promise

I've decided

Cause...

Shes the one for me

-Signing off- Lemon

Tuesday, June 24, 2014

Nicknames

I have many nicknames

Since primary till university level

I can only recall some

Some nicknames has meaning or a story to it

Or how did it come about

Harry Potter

Geneee

Euglena

Genie

Gene Gene

Eu-Eu

Genie Boy

Japanese Boy

Sly Takada

Botak

Tsunami Hair

Lemon (Current)

Sunday, June 22, 2014

The Path....

Things i do, path i chose

Theres always a reason

But, i never regret them

Whatever i've decided

Whatever i've chosen

I never regret about it

There's this path that i had chosen

A path where it leads me to someone special

To me

It leads me to this special girl

A girl who i really like

I've decide to take this path where i know its gonna be worthwhile for me

I don't mind going through with this path

As long i'm going through the same path as she is

I don't care what lies ahead

As long i'm with her

Through thick and thin

I've been through it before

And i don't mind going through it again

As long its with her

The path

Where i want to be wherever she is

Whenever she needs it

The path will lead me there

Will lead me straight to her

I don't mind

I don't mind at all



Saturday, June 21, 2014

When Boys... (Short Post)

Dear to all my 'girls' friend,

When a guy is jealous

I know its cute for you girls

But, when guys get jealous

It shows that we care about you

It shows that we also like you alot

Till we felt that way

If your boyfriend is jealous

Appreciate it

Cause it shows how much he really love you

As we, i have to agree to this

We are childish to you girls

Why?

Cause all we wanted is to make you smile

And laugh

Thats all we wanted


What's on my mind? I don't mind....

What's on my mind?

A girl

There this girl i like alot...

And i mean alot

This girl meant alot to me

Important to me

Somehow, we have this 'click'

Where we can talk about anything

We can crack up a joke

Gossip

Everything

I feel comfortable around her

I feel happy when i see her

There were many of our friends thought

That we are together

We are close

Very close

They say we look perfect together

Mostly my friends said that

I really wanted to be with her

Really wanted to be there for her

No matter what

If she has some difficulties shes facing

I don't mind about it

As long im there by her side

As long im with her

I don't want her to bear that alone

I want to overcome it with her

Protect her

Guide her

Care her

To me, she is important to me

That is what's on my mind

Friday, June 20, 2014

Thanks...

I wanted to say thanks to her

Because, shes the only 1 who could

Ease my mind

Calm me down

Relax my body

Today, i had the most biggest event that i ever emceed

Last night, 1 day before the event

I was nervous

I was stress

I was not thinking straight

But after chatting with her

Talking with her

Listening to her voice

It calms me down

She makes me feel relax

With motivation words

Encouragements

I feel happy yet i lose the stress thinking about today

Today, before the event

Called her 1 last time

Just to ease up a little

Had a short conversation

I feel much more better

Confident

Thanks to her

I would not be where i stand now without her

Thanks, Jess

Thursday, June 19, 2014

Being me? J to the Y

This feeling,

Is getting much more intense

Day by day

Why?

Because i was born that way

Or maybe its natural to feel that way?

Am i being to obvious?

Am i that type?

I know myself

I tend to get jealous or envious easily

Cause maybe i feel inferior?

Or im scared at something?

But i know

When i feel that way

Means i care about it

Care about that someone

Till it could make me feel that way

Scared to lose her

Scared to think about it

I know when i get jealous

It means, she meant alot to me

Till i feel it

I can't stop thinking about it

I'm being to obvious

I feel soo stupid now




What Am I...Who Am I...To You... Part 2 - Friends

What Am I...

Who Am I...To You...

What am i to my friends?

What am i to my family?

A mere tool to be used?

A mere object?

Or am i human to you?

Who am i?

I'm just a simple, normal boy

With a weak body

Not much stamina

Not good with sports

But, all i know

I'm good at counseling my friends

I'm good at making people laugh

I'm good at making people to be happy

Help them

Be there for them

But,what am i to my friend?

A boy who you can easily bully?

A boy who you can talk bad about him?

Or a boy who you can challenge and you know you will win

And embarrass him?

I may be that boy

I'm naive

Easily convince

Easily manipulated

Easily cheated

Am i a friend who you will use for your own selfish needs

And just dump me one side once you are done with it?

I can be a good friend

And also your worst nightmare if you pissed me off

I'm a great listener and a great adviser

Up to you to accept my advice, its up to you

I'm a guy who will help my friends in need

I will be there to support

I will be there to guide

I may not be a good leader

But, i can be a great example

Am i just your entertainment tool?

Use me while you can and just leave me one side when you don't need it?

Crawl back to me when you are desperate?

I'm no tool to you

I'm a human with a small heart

A kind soul

Now tell me

What Am I...Who Am I...To You...

Tuesday, June 17, 2014

Reason...Why I Stay Back.

I've been staying back at uni till very late for quite some time

Wondering why?

Few reasons to be exact

1. My dad ask me to stay at uni as much as possible as to socialize

2. And to use their facilities

3. My dad said to spend their electricity bills and to save ours =w=

4. Able to do my assignments as i can't focus at home

5. Need some me-time

But the main reason is this

6. Her

I stay back cause i wanted to

Wait for her till she finishes her class

Doesn't matter till what time

I'll still wait

Every time i see her

I feel happy

I feel motivated to do my things

When she is around i feel that i can be myself

Just by seeing her

Her smile

Hearing her laughter

Makes me want to stay back a little longer

Just to enjoy the moment

I have found a reason to stay back at uni

And that's 'her'


Monday, June 16, 2014

Whats' on my mind...

I have really nothing to say about today

Or these past week

All i can say, it was a horrible week

My mind scattered around

Feelings playing, tossing around

And probably that was the feeling

That i felt previously

A sign?

A forecast?

Didn't expect it to happen

Didn't expect to be this way

My mind is being all fucked up

My feelings being played around

Should i continue?

Should i face it?

Im not sure what im trying to say

Nor what to express

Just wanted to type what i wanted to type

Whats on my mind

But, all i know

Hearing her voice

Makes me calm

Makes me at ease

Why?

Probably i like it

Probably her voice sooth my feelings

My soul

My thoughts

Back again, hearing her voice

Really makes me calm

Makes me think rationally

Makes me happy

It was all thanks to her

That im happy today

Feel at ease today

Feel like i belong somewhere


Sunday, June 15, 2014

Tears...

I've never cried that hard for a long time

Last night, it was one of those days where tears start to flow down your cheeks

Uncontrollable

Yet it flows like a river

Why i cried?

For me, it was something dearest to me

For me, it meant something to me

Last night, i really couldn't control

My feelings

My emotions

My thoughts

It's been a long since i felt that way

Even though they thought it was for my own good

To protect me

From pain and sorrow

Hatred

For me, it was painful 

Till i burst into tears

Im a boy yet i still cry

Who said boys don't cry

We have feelings

We cry as well

And my feelings last night was unbearable 

Uncontrollable

Maybe i over exaggerated 

Maybe i was over thinking

Never been this way for quite some time

Tears...

I cried to express


Thursday, June 12, 2014

Musics...Songs...Our Stories...

Musics...

Songs...

They are part of our life

Why?

Songs tend to express on how we feel

What we wanted to say, but couldn't

Show who we are

Or to recall memories

Songs, Musics

Influence our daily life

It affect us

In many ways

We listen to songs, musics base on our mood

When we are sad

When we are happy

When we are mad

When we feel lost

When we are in love

We listen to songs to ease our mood

Feelings

or express when we are happy

Excited

We listen to songs or musics

As it also makes us remember our

Sweet memories

Painful memories

Happy memories

Songs, musics also could portray our life

Represent us for who we are or were

Represent us for how our life is or was

Songs are also used as to motivate us

Musics are also used as to encourage us

Or just listen as entertainment

People use them in different ways

Songs....Musics....Life....

Our stories...

Our feelings...

Wednesday, June 11, 2014

7 Rules of Life...

7 Rules of Life

1. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present

Don't let your past ruin your present and your future. Move on and enjoy life


2. What others think of you is none of your business

Don't let others ruin your mood, you know who you are, what you really are. Ignore their negative thoughts of you cause you are much more better without it


3. Time heals almost everything. Give it time

Time heals everything we been through, the most important is to take time, don't rush it. Let time decide for you. Trust time.


4. Don't compare your life to others and don't judge them. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

Live your life the way it is. Don't compare your life is much more worst or better than others. Different people has their different path that lead to that life. Never judge them as well as they won't judge you in return as well.


5. Stop thinking too much, it's alright not to know the answers. They will come to you when you least expect it.

Thinking too much will lead you from questioning alot without getting answers, then to stress over it. Relax, don't think about it, think simple, live simple. Answers will come to you without you knowing it.


6. No one is in charge of your happiness, except you.

Don't let others affect your happiness. You are currently the boss of your own feelings. Belief in what you believe that makes you happy. Don't let them control it, you control it.


7. Smile. You don't own all the problems in the world.

Smile always, ignore all the problems you face. Always think happy thought, you smile, others will smile as well. One smile can reduce one suffering.

This feeling...Once again...

This feeling has been coming out frequently

Why?

I don't even know myself, why.

Don't even know the cause

Don't even know how it happen

What fears me, is how this feeling come about

How did it appear in my life?

What trigger this feeling?

I don't even know how nor why

Can't really explain about it

Can't really describe how it feels

But, this feeling comes and goes

But so, its being to frequent these past weeks

Couldn't sleep well

Couldn't eat well

Mind not thinking straight

Can't concentrate nor focus

Whats the reason?

This feeling... Once again

This feeling, what is it?

Tuesday, June 10, 2014

My Life...My Past... - Part 1

My Life, My Past

My past, i couldnt say it is interesting

Not entertaining anyway

A little introduction about me

Born on 11th of November 1991

The youngest of the family

And also the only boy/son of the family

Now currently 23 years old (2014)

Studying degree in Mass Comm

My past life was a journey for me

Why is that?

I've been ups and downs

Been through many tough obstacles to be where i am today

My primary school days, were just a blissful memories where i don't remember much

All i can remember, thats where my life starts

My secondary school life was exciting yet many painful memories to recalled

Why?

My life at that time were't happy at all

Been through rough experiences

Been through painful feelings

Been through unsuccessful relationships

Let's begin with my life when i was in Form 1

Was in the 3rd best class during that year, was happy about it though

Met my 1st few friends who i could call my new family

That's when i met my 1st brother, Zhenyu

2 sisters, Gloria and Kanya

And my best buddy, Navin

5 of us were the best in the class

Where we were very active, in everything

School projects, assignments, activities and many more

We literally did everything together

They were my family

That year was also the year where i started to act,

In was between students in our class

And we won 1st, that was the 1st time i felt how it be like to win.

Everything change when i was in Form 2

Different class, with different people

New faces, new friends to get to know

And that's when i met my 2nd brother, Simon

My life during this year was entertaining as our class was named the nosiest class of all Form 2

Cause, in our class, we had many class clowns, and i was 1 of them

Class filled with 30 students, all with different personality, but mixed well with each other

We enjoyed, we laughed, we giggled and we smiled

And my family expanded

I had my 1st relationship during that year...

My 1st ever in my life

I remembered when i celebrated my birthday with my new family at my new house (currently staying)

And she was there to celebrate this special occasion with me

We were happy, enjoyed each other company.

It turn out well at the beginning

But as months passed by us

Everything changed

Our feelings for each other weren't there anymore

It was fading

And we decided to end it

Can't be blame, as we were still 'kids' at that time

That year was also the year where i 1st started joining the drama club and represent my school in drama competitions

And won 1st on our 1st competition...Happy yet shocked

Also when i was in PRS, student counseling staff.




Monday, June 9, 2014

A story, never written...

A story...

I've always wanted to write a story, or we can say, a book.

I have many ideas in mind where i tend to fantasize it

How the story goes

Who's the main character(s) ?

Plot?

Moral values

And what so interesting about it.

Whats the story teaches us about

Everything...

But, i tend to forget them

Forget how the story goes

Forget what was it about

Now there's 3 stories on my mind

Whether which will i write about

Both mostly have the same set of style of story telling

Theme? Maybe the same

But all i know both have different sets of values in each of them


Saturday, June 7, 2014

What Am I...Who Am I...To You... Part 1 - Family

What Am I...

Who Am I...To You...

What am i to my friends?

What am i to my family?

A mere tool to be used?

A mere object?

Or am i human to you?

Who am i?

I'm just a simple, normal boy who is living with his parents

The youngest one in the family

And the only son

A bearer to the sir name 'Lim'

The only boy whos gonna carry the 'Lim' sir name through my coming generations

Am i a tool?

At the age of 23, i know im not getting any younger

Living with an average family who i truly love, care and respect

Pressure is upon me as im the only 'boy' in the whole Lim family, bearing that name alone.

As a son,

Being responsible to pass down tradition,culture and values of the family to my future generations

Should i consider myself lucky?

Should i consider myself special?

Unique?

My life with my family is a blessing from heaven

A loving , caring dad who support me, and gives me advises and his teachings when i need it or when i don't

A sweet, loving mom who takes care of me for my entire life with her beautiful love of a mom could give

Two wise sisters to guide me and show me how to enjoy life

Who am i?

Just a boy who enjoy living the life

Playing games, sports with friends

Eat vast food

Enjoying the life the way he wanted it to be

The way he thought it will be

A boy who loves to be around friends

A boy who loves to be around with his family

A boy who love to be around to his loves one

A simple minded boy who loves to make people laugh

A happy go lucky boy who loves to see people smile

A funny boy who loves to make people happy



What am i?





Wednesday, June 4, 2014

5 types of friends to travel with...

Travelling is fun, no matter we go alone, with family or with friends

But travelling with friends its much more fun as we get to visit place together and experience it together.

5 types of friends to travel with are

1: The Obsessive Compulsive Planner

Why??? 

For movie nights and spontaneous inumans, the O.C. planner friend isn’t much fun. However, when it comes to itinerary planning, booking of flights, preparing necessary maps, and making sure everyone is on time for everything, he/she is invaluable. Sure, you might feel like slapping the person when you get his 5AM wake up call, but you’ll be thankful when you’re NOT part of the group of late passengers who get all the nasty looks for delaying the flight.

2: The Photographer

Yes, they take a lot of selfies. Yes, they’ll ask you to help carry their gear around. Stopping for an extra 15 minutes at must-see spots will be a pain, and you’ll probably get tired of posing for the camera because “I’m trying to get the exposure right!”
At the end of the day (or trip) though, you’ll be thanking them when all your friends ooh and ahh at all the Coron sunset pictures you’re tagged in.
Besides, would you really rather be in front of the lens or behind it? (BONUS: be extra nice to them and they might be willing to Photoshop a few pounds off yourbilbil before posting your pictures online)

3: The Foodie

For a lot of people (looloo reviewers, especially) trying out different cuisines is one of, if not the top priority when checking out new places. Expect your foodie friend to have a list of all the must-try restaurants at your chosen destination, and the expected budget for each place even. For example, would you really want to miss out on Kinabuch’s crocodile sisig when traveling to Palawan? Beetle Larvae atBalaw-Balaw in Angono, anyone?

4: The Light Packer

The Light Packer will never have check-in luggage, will never bring his or her own toiletries, and will even do laundry in the hotel bathroom sink to reduce the number of clothes he/she will have to take for the trip. The benefits of having a light packer with you might not be explicitly clear at first, but it’ll really pay off in the long run.
They’re not slowed down by unnecessary weight when you’re walking around town, saving you and your friends the hassle of stopping every 5 minutes to wait for the laggers. Having all that extra luggage space means that if you’re nice to them, you could probably “rent” out some of that space for the extra kilo of Zubuchon lechon you bought as pasalubong.

5: The YOLO Friend

Whether it’s cliff-diving at Ariel’s Point, or sandboarding in Paoay, a bit of adventure is always welcome when traveling. When you feel like letting your hair down (or taking a 50-foot leap into the sea), you’ll be glad to have that YOLO friend around to give you that extra push (whether literally or figuratively). There may be times when he/she will get a bit overeager when it comes to trying stuff out, but would you really want to pass up on the chance to BECOME A MERMAID FOR A DAY??
Look back at your last trip’s photos and spot which travel buddy type you and your friends fall under! Did we miss anyone? How about some ideas for our list of friends you’d HATE to travel with?

Trust...Friends...Brothers...

Trust...Friends...Brothers...

They are all link together

Why is that?

Firstly, we meet people

New people, wherever we go

Either friend introduce or from studies or from our working place

From there we gain new friends

We may have many friends in our life

But, are they trustworthy?

We may have many friends, but only a few that we only can trust

From that trust, friends become best friends

From best friends to close friends

From close friends to brothers/sisters

I have a few friends that i trust

I call them my brothers

Brothers who i trust with my life

Nick,Zhenyu,Simon

These 3 are my brothers who i trust the most

Without fail, i ask for advice, guidance from them

And vice versa

We help each other out

Like how a family work

Whether school problem, university life problem, money problem, family problem, personal problem..

Any problem, no matter what it is, we help out each other

We share our darkest, deepest secrets with each other as well.

This shows how much we trust each other

Yes, we may have many friends, but how many are our true friends...

Im happy that i have them

Who i can call them my brothers...

Tuesday, June 3, 2014

Happy (Short Post)

I feel happy

I feel that my life has found its purpose

I feel happy when im around her

I feel happy when she tries to make me smile

Make me laugh

I feel much more comfortable when im with her

When im around her

Everyday, i try my best, just to see her, a glance will do fine as well for me

As long i get to see her...

Could this be one of the 'feeling'?

I have no regrets

With what im doing

I'm happy now

This Feeling...

This feeling...

I don't know how or know what is this 'feeling' im feeling right now

It come and goes as it pleased

It makes me think unreasonable things

It makes me feel uncomfortable as well

All i know that this 'feeling' will come when i don't want it to be there

This 'feeling' makes me sad

Makes me mad

Sometimes makes me feel uncertain about something

It makes feel that i'm gonna lose something or feel that its beyond reach

It makes me feel....weird

I really don't know how to explain it

Don't know what is this 'feeling' as well

It beyond explainable yet hard to describe

This feeling...What could it be?

Sunday, June 1, 2014

Psychologist Says

These facts are true, based on my observation & based on experiences

1. If a person laughs too much, even at stupid things, he/she is lonely deep inside..

2. If a person sleeps a lot,he/she is sad...

3. If a person speaks less, but speaks fast, he/she keeps secrets...

4. If someone can't cry, he/she is weak...

5. If someone eats in an abnormal manner, he/she i tense...

6. If someone cries on little things, he/she is innocent & soft-hearted...

7. If someone  becomes angry over silly or pretty (small) things, it means he/she need love...




My Clock

Happiness

Let Faith Lead Our Lives,Between Time,We Could Change Our Fate As Well...

Happiness

Don't cry because its over,Smile because it happened