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Thursday, August 28, 2014

It's been days

It has been days

That we didn't chat

I wonder why

Did i do anything

To be like this

Now i feel

That there seems to be someone is missing

Not something

But someone

The feeling of chatting

With her

Has been gradually

Fading

I miss them

It's been days

That we didn't talk

Did i say anything

For this to happen

My mind has been everywhere

Thinking

It's been days

That i had been to my special place

Quite often just to think about it

I miss it

I miss bringing her there

Just to enjoy the breeze together

What did i do wrong?

Where did i go wrong?

Its painful to be like this

To being this way

Fading

That's what i'm feeling right now

My presence

My feelings

My thoughts

My memories

Are slowly fading

Like a shadow i was

I will still be by her side

Watching her

Just to see how she is doing

Like a shadow i was

Will just be there to guide her

Silently

It's been days

Monday, August 25, 2014

Unexpectedly

Unexpectedly

I have been having problem

Sleeping and eating

No idea why

Unexpectedly

Have been in the zone

For over thinking

It has been 3 months

That this happen

My body feel very weak everyday

My mind going absurd

Thinking about a lot of things

I wonder why

I feel lost

I feel that

I'm no longer felt the presence

Of being there

Felt that i'm just a shadow

Unexpectedly

I've been feeling this way for quite some time

Thursday, August 21, 2014

A special place,for me

A place where i feel at ease

A place where i feel where i can express myself

A place where i feel free

A special place, for me

There's this place

Where i tend to go

When i really need some fresh air

When i really need to get things off my chest

Things off my mind

Where i could just sit there and just stare into oblivion

Where i feel time stops

And just stare

Close my eyes and feel when the wind blows

And just sit there quietly

This place is a special place to me

Where i had many memories embedded in my mind

Where i had many special moments

And i rarely share this place

Only to those who i truly care

Only to those who i truly love

Only i bring them there
As i sit there

As i lay there

Closing my eyes

Thinking about nothing

And just lay there

Helps me

Its a place where i share my secrets

Its a place where i share my pain

And i have been going there quite often

For these past few months

Just wanna get things off my head



A place

Where i could stare at the morning sun

A place

Where i could stare at the night moon

A place

Where i could see the sun rise

A place

Where i could see the sun set

A place where i could lie down

With someone who i really care

Just to see the stars

And the moon


A special place, for me

Sunday, August 17, 2014

A Fool/I Remember

You must have been in a place so dark

That light couldn't even reach

That stormy cloud

From where i stand

Trying to be near to you

Oh why

That's what i keep asking

Was there anything

I said or done

I had no clue

I'm a fool

Always a fool

A sincere fool

A fool who believe in things

A fool who still hold on to things that he knows that can never be achieve easily

A fool who waits by the side just to see whether it will come true

A fool who will fight even he knows the answers

That's me

A fool to begin with

I can still remember the first time we meet

I can still remember the first time we chat

And laugh

I can still remember when you were alone

You felt lonely

And i was there to fill that space

I can still remember that you needed someone

And i was there when you needed it

I miss those moments

I miss where we laugh

Where we enjoyed

And where we even bitch about our past

I can still remember them

It may seem little things to others

But for me it was something important to me

A fool am i

I can still remember where we enjoyed hanging out

I can still remember where we watched movies together

But 2 things that i remember the most

Are when you smile

And the other was

When i hugged you

Those were my sweetest memories of all

I miss those moments

Where we were soo close

That we even shared our darkest secrets

I miss those time

Where we were soo happy

That we even called till late at nit

I miss them

And I can still remember all of them

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

I wish

I don't wanna go

The silent words

Are hard to speak

When your thoughts

Are all I see

When we both sleep

Underneath the same sky

To the beat

Of our hearts

So close yet so far

I wish

I was beside you

Another day

Another adventure

When we both wake up

Underneath the same sun

Time stops

Wish I could remind

Just so that

I could be beside you

Pieces of me

Shining as I fade into the night

As long I'm right beside you

I wish

I was beside you

Friday, August 8, 2014

She

She's the finest girl that I've ever seen

She'll be on my mind like a melody

No words can explain what she means to me

No matter what she do, she's just so pretty.

She's the girl for me

She'll be, all I need

And maybe this could be


My chance so I just

Gotta take the chance

She's the girl for me

I'll be thinking about her all the time


Looking things to say up in my mind to


When I see her

The way that she smiles

Keeps me going

That I did my best to say

And I don't want to miss the chance


For a shot at being with her


Tuesday, August 5, 2014

I Will Never Got Over You

It started so fast

If i'd had known that

If i'd had known this

I'd try to resist

But i can't

Seeing you everyday

Makes me happy

I know your favorite food

I know your favorite color

I still hear your voice

When i walk through my door

How long will this last

I will never got over you

I could still hear your voice

Thinking about you each day

I know you know my heart

It wasn't soo bad

It wasn't soo hard

I gave everything

And anything to you

Just to be with you

I can't go

Patiently waiting




Saturday, August 2, 2014

Maybe

Maybe

One day I'll come back here

If I don't try now

I'll go crazy

There's a feeling I'm chasing

Feels like what I once on the other side

Maybe

I'm walking to a place I don't know

I'll miss my chance if I'm marching in time

And

I can swear

There's an answer

Waiting there for me

Yeah

I'm a little scared

Every time I close my eyes

I can't stop thinking

I can't stop dreaming

Hoping everything turn out well

And maybe finally ease my soul

And myself

My Clock

Happiness

Let Faith Lead Our Lives,Between Time,We Could Change Our Fate As Well...

Happiness

Don't cry because its over,Smile because it happened