6th day...

Been photographer and videographer

For the past 6 days

Been attending events after events after events

From Uni event to neighbor event to personal event

Being a photographer was never an easy job

Strained my legs

Over stretched my arms

Eyes were sore just from looking through the lens

Been taking alot of photos

Some were satisfying shot

Some were not

My motto will always be

Taking shots of smiles and happiness

Of people

Regardless

Their size

Their gender

Their race

Their belief

I will still take their pictures

And that will always be my motto

My theme

But there is 1 person

Who fit that description perfectly

That person really brought the true meaning of what is happiness

What is a "smile" meant to be

Throughout the whole session

This few pics of her

Bring me back to why i love photography

And the reason why i still take photos

But my favorite of all

Is this

I don't think

I don't think

I will ever meet someone

That could really compare to you

I could see all sorts of people

And no matter who they are or what they say

They can't capture my attention

The way you can

They don't make me laugh

Quite as genuinely as how you make me laugh

You should know how worthy

And valuable you are

To me

If someone

Isn't treating you like you deserve

I will treat you like a princess

If i have the power

To make you smile

I have the power

To make you be happy

I won't promise to be yours forever

Because i won't live that long

But

Let me be yours for as long as i live

Some said

When you find someone

That makes your heart skip a beat

Stop the search

And take the risk

And i have found you

Dare to move

Everyone's here

Watching you

Waits for you

I'm one of them

What happens next?

Your move

Dare yourself to move

Dare yourself to lift up yourself

Tensions here

Tensions are everywhere

Between who you are and who you could be

I'm still holding on

Still hanging on

To you

Dare myself to move

Dare myself to wait

Just for you

I'm still here

Standing

Waiting

Wanted to read you stories

Dare to move

Fighting

Try to start from scratch

But get let down

Can say goodbye

To all the things i have ever known

Just to realize there's no-one there for you

Tell me

Am i swimming through this empty ocean alone?

Just to look for answers

Trying to find my way around

Trying to get to you

Would you hear me?

If i cry?

If i shout?

Will you be there for me?

I'm looking and waiting

For your answer

I'm always there for you

So what am i fighting for?

Everyday

I feel further away from you

Can't catch my breath

But i'm still holding on

Fighting

Just for you

Looking Back

As my feet touch the ground

Moving endlessly

I'm nearly there

Where i wanted to be

I look back

Letters, words

Fading away

I'm nearly there

I was always a dreamer

Looking

Searching

For answers

Down in the cracks of my mind

It pushes it further

As i think more

As i move more

I wanna be the one standing out in the crowd

Being the one that my mom will be proud of

Being the one where you could only see me

As your one and only

Ignore the others

Only two of us

Used to think i was closer to you

But i got soo much to go

And when i finally get there

I have soo much to tell

I got my chest out

Wanted to tell you how much i feel

As i reach closer

Looking back

All the things i've done

Just to get to where you're at

As my feet touches down

Moving rightfully to you

Nearly there

Love is at the end of my journey

And theres where you at

Looking back

Wanting something soo bad

But the one thing i can't have

And you don't know how hard it is

Just to live every day hoping

Things gonna change

Looking back

Hoping and Waiting

I'd miss you

You're not bad

I try to see you differently

I tow the line

I've been searching for soo long

I saw your eyes

The light to my life

I've moved far away from you

But i wanted to see you here beside me

Whenever i was away

Whenever it was painful

I'd miss you

I miss you

If you would cry

I would shelter you

And keep you away from the darkness that is hunting you

Don't drop me

I'm scared

I feared

To lose you

Not in the right mind

Not in the right mind these past few weeks

Been thinking alot

That "feeling"

Has come back again

Is it natural to feel that way?

Is is natural to feel weird?

I just know that, yes

I'm jealous

I wonder why

Because i felt that i'm useless?

Because i felt that i'm just been thinking too much?

Or because i felt that my presence slowly disappearing from her?

I sometimes feel that i no longer being needed

I sometimes feel that i've been replace

Feel that my presence no longer there

I miss those days where we were chatting happily

Without thinking much

Without caring what others think

As we have our own world

And we were the only 2 person in it

I miss where we laugh

I miss where i call her just to comfort her

I miss where i will always be there when she needed it

I don't know, maybe i'm thinking too much

Maybe i'm just being me

Maybe i'm just being a normal typical boy

Both of us are close

And i don't want to break that

And i don't want to LOSE her

Cause she's my everything

I feel complete when shes around

Shes important to me

And now, all i know

Is just that i have to wait

Wait for the time

I don't mind

Cause i know

Its gonna be worthwhile

But what i'm afraid

Is between the waiting session

That's what i'm afraid now.

I don't want to lose her

A man with a plan

Always been a man with a plan

Always prepared and never leave it to chance

But, its all unscripted when i'm with you

All of the sudden

I miss you

Thinking about things we been through

We talk about

It's not that I planned this

But i think

It feels like

I'm falling for you

Just don't know

Were we ever meant to be

You caught me off guard

With your smile

Never once thought it

Saying these words

Wanna hold you

Wanna hug you

The one i'm searching for

Has been here all along

And that's you

Is You

I don't care,I'm not listening

What others says

I got my hand on the clouds

Where opportunities are

Where you are as well

I'm a rebel

But i'm rebelling for you

Cause it don't matter how they feel

The only thing i worried

Is you

The only thing i care

Is you

They can tell the world

That i'm head over heels in love

With you

Even though there are times when

There are obstacles

They can't harm us

We've built trust

Nobody can break it

I won't let nobody to break it

The only thing i care about

 Is you

And the only girl i think about

Is you

Sweetest Smile

I've waited

But I'd wait more

Nothing prepared me

For what privilege of being yours one day

If I only felt your warmth within your touch

If I only seen how you smile when you blush

Or how you play with your lip when you concentrate enough

I would have known

What I was living for all along

What I've been living for

Is You

Your smile

Is my turning page

Where only the sweetest smile remain

When I see you smile

Its what I want to achieve to see

I Wanna Be...

Every part of me wants to tell you how I feel

Every piece of me wants to show you that I'm real

I want to take that chance

I wanna be wherever you are

Be the shining star to lead you home

We've all been through a lot

But your heart will set me free

Let's take this chance

And I'll give you all I can

There's just something different about the way you look at me

I can feel it in my heart that you gonna hold me tight

In return I'll give you the best of me

And that I'll guarantee

That I will always be there whenever you need

I wanna be the one you call, when things go wrong

I wanna be the one to help you when you fall

I wanna be the one you trust with your heart

If you need a hand

I'll give it

I wanna be that guy

For you.

She always look beautiful, to me

There's this girl who i like

She always look beautiful

To me, everyday i see her

When she's around

Its hard for me to look away

As she dazzle away

I try to find words that i could say

And i don't lie

Every time i leave, i feel grey

Another day without seeing her

It feels like a blade cutting me through

When she call me

My hearts stop beating

When i see her

My mind gone blank

When i try to talk

My tummy is being filled with butterflies

She look soo beautiful

Everytime i see her

It's like every time i turn around

I see her face

The thing i miss

Is walking up next to her

When i look into her eyes

I wish i could stay

She always look beautiful, to me

Waiting

With You, I Cry With You

When you try not to look at me

Scared that i'll see you hurting

You're not hiding anything

And frankly it got me worried

I know you

I keep my promises, I'm fighting for you

You're not alone

I'll listen till your tears give up

You're safe and sound

I swear that i won't let you down

What's hurting you

I feel it too

I mean it when i say

With you, i cry with you

I'm not going anywhere

I just hate yo see you like this

I will be there

Keeping inside won't fix it

I can't give you every answer

But i wanna hear everything you wanna tell me

You need love tough enough to count on

So here i am

Promise You

When things you see around you

Bring tears to you

Secrets and Lies that surround you

I'll be your strength

Your hope

Keeping your faith when it's gone

The one you should have call

Was just standing here all along

Waiting

And I will

Take you in my arms

Hug you

Hold you

Right where you belong

Till the day my life is through

This I promise you

Love you forever

Give you my word

Give you my heart

I know you will never hurt me

And i will never hurt you

Put your trust

Faith

In me

I won't leave you

I won't walk away

This i promise you

Just close your eyes

Every loving day

This feeling won't go away

As i promise you

I will be there for you

When i hear your call

How many times i fall

I will run to you

And be there for you

I will be the one

To hug you

To hold you

To read you

To be there for you

Every word i say is true

This i promise you

I Can't Speak

Turn around and fix your eye in my direction

I can't speak

I can't make a sound

Somehow to capture your attention

But, i'm staring at perfection

That is you

You are the perfection i see

Take a look at me so you can see

How beautiful you are

How innocent you are

I was broke and abandoned

You are an angel

Making all the impossibles seem possible to me

You are my confident

I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you

I saw my life flash right before my very eyes

And i knew just what we'd turn into

I was hoping that you could see

What i'm seeing right now

I want to be the one for you

Something On My Mind

Settle me down, cover me up and cuddle me in

Lie down with me, and hold me in your arms

I'm falling for your eyes, your smile

But they don't know me yet

And with a feeling, I'm in love now

Settle down with me and i will be your safety

Your shelter and your comfort

You'll be my lady

And the only one for me

I was made to keep your body warm

But, im tend to be cold as the wind blows

Please hold me in your arms

You are the one i've been feeling everything

From like to love

From trust to faith

I guess that's how i know you

So i hold you close to help you. be there for you

Guide you

I want to be with you