Be real.

1) Be Real

Pretending to be something you’re not is a great way to repel women. Being real means you’re vulnerable and exposing your self, showing who you really are. Many men don’t want to do this because if they get rejected, they won’t have a scapegoat to dull the emotional blow to their ego.

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2) Speak To Be Heard

As a man, you want to be heard, so speak up. One of the creepiest things is when a man talks to a woman and automatically lowers his voice in submission, exposing his lack of confidence.

Speak up; only creepers whisper. Use your lungs properly so you don’t sound like you’re going through puberty.

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3) Show Interest In Her

Don’t talk about yourself; talk about her. It’s a simple concept, but so many guys still ask, “What do I talk about?”

Show interest in her, and your conversation topic will be taken care of. You will learn about your prospective girlfriend, and she will appreciate your interest.

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4) Learn How To Speak Like A Gentleman

A gentleman speaks in an educated vocabulary and tone of voice. His words flow and his voice is soothing, deep and relaxed.

You don’t need to go to Harvard; you just need to read books and practice speaking slowly.

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5) Learn To Be A Man

This means not running away from challenges, and facing your fears. How you really feel about yourself will come out in your personality and behaviors.

Take on your greatest fears to build yourself into a confident man. It’s easier to appear confident when you actually are.

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6) Approach, Like a Gentleman

No one likes a sleazy pick-up line; when you go talk to women, do so as a gentleman. Be upfront, direct and tactful. A gentleman doesn’t use some technique or line just because he read a cheesy book that told him it works.

This is where your foundation as a man will form. If you’re a lying, deceitful, social wreck, then you need to work on yourself first. Create a blueprint for your life based on who you really want to be and stick to it. Values don’t count if they’re just an afterthought.

Heartbreak Girl

You call me up,
It's like a broken record
Saying that your heart hurts
That you never get over him getting over you.
And you end up crying
And I end up lying,
'Cause I'm just a sucker for anything that you do.

And when the phone call finally ends,
You say, "Thanks for being a friend,"
And we're going in circles again and again

I dedicate this song to you,
The one who never sees the truth,
That I can take away your hurt, heartbreak girl.
Hold you tight straight through the day light,
I'm right here. When you gonna realize
That I'm your cure, heartbreak girl?

I bite my tongue but I wanna scream out
You could be with me now
But I end up telling you what you wanna hear,
But you're not ready and it's so frustrating
He treats you so bad and I'm so good to you it's not fair.

And when the phone call finally ends
You say, "I'll call you tomorrow at 10,"
And I'm stuck in the friend zone again and again,

I know someday it's gonna happen
And you'll finally forget the day you met him
Sometimes you're so close to your confession,
I gotta get it through your head
That you belong with me instead

Once A Close Friend, Now A Stranger

We get to see and hear this everyday,everywhere.

From people we know and from people we don't know

Friends, family, relatives, and even strangers

A phrase where we can never escape nor forget about it

A phrase where it bound to happen to us

Once A Close Friend, Now A Stranger

From a stranger to being a friend

From a friend to being a close friend

Those are stages on how friendship goes or flow

The funny thing was how we understand each other

We know each other pretty well

Till people said that we are like partners or like siblings

Things we shared

Thoughts we expressed to each other

We know each other darkest secret

Chatted with each other everyday

Going out, hanging out

And always be there for each other when needed

It creates a bond, creates a relationship between them

But,

As times takes its course

Things change

Everything change

And that bond has become a very thin line

It's just weird how this happen

Happen to all of us

Why? How? What?

Causes this to happen

From those happy days we spend with each other

Now turn into like we have never met each other before

As we bump into each other, we just say "Hi" and "Bye"

Those moment before this has been now long forgotten

As felt like we are just fading apart

Slowly disappearing

Once A Close Friend, Now A Stranger

20 True Facts About Me

20 True Facts About Me

The 20 Facts About Me has been going on viral on Facebook and Instagram. I did it, but now i'm gonna do another version, similar but 20 true facts about me

1. The only son in the family yet the youngest, never like to be alone at home where both my sisters are working overseas. Seeing the rest enjoyed their siblings company as where i have to be at home with my parents

2. A fool. A fool that believe in anything and follows it to the end. A lot of my friends tend to said that i'm a sincere fool where i tend to walk into the path where i know it will never go my way, but still follow that path

3. A loner. Now this may be shocking, but yes, i'm a loner. it may seem i hang out a lot with friends, but deem down inside, i'm a lone wolf. I tend to place myself away from people where i know i feel safe being just by myself

4. A talkative ass. Yes, i'm a talkative boy, and yes i know i can get annoying but that's just me being me. As a loner, we have a lot to say as we seldom talk with others, as we kept all our words and just exploded when we talk with someone.

5. Easily jealous. It may be hard to admit but yes i'm easily jealous with others. Things such as how successful people are compare to me or how close people are compare to me. From it, it makes me scary when people see me.

6. Over-thinking. I always over-think even though its just a small matter. My mentality tend to do this when something doesn't go my way or how it doesn't satisfy me. Even though i'm alone, i also tend to think a lot. And that's what makes me scary.

7. A caretaker. I have always been the caretaker among my friends. The guy who is there to take care of them when they are drunk or just being needed to be taken care of

8. A shoulder friend. Same as being the caretaker, i have been the friend who needed someone to be there when they feel down, or when they feel sad. I'm always there when people are in need. But in return, not many people are there for me when i needed it.

9. A filler. I've been always a person who come in to fill in their loneliness or their emptiness. When they feel in need of someone to chat with, without any rejection i will just be that person who will fill up that gap.

10. A sensitive guy. I'm a very sensitive guy who tend to cry over something that are very sad or something dramatic. When i'm sensitive its easy to notice.

11. Emotional guy. Same as above, it is obvious when i  get emotional and that's also when i'm scary as well.

12. A jackass or a jerk.

13. A loyal bitch. To admit it, i can be as loyal as a dog to its owner. I never cheat and i never chase others if i have a partner at that time

14. Without hesitation, any friend that in need of any help, i will just say yes and just jump right in to help them out. No matter what i will be there to help

15. A lazy bum. Sadly to admit this, i'm a lazy bum but like what Bill Gates said before, a lazy guy will always find the quickest way to settle a problem

16. Creative. I'm good with DIY stuff, some presents that i gave are consists of DIY

17. Easily heartbroken

18. Weak body. I have a weak body and yes i tend to get sick. But, there's 1 sickness or illness that i possess, i tend to produce more acid in my stomach than normal. And that's why i have been working out and go for sports lately just to keep fit.

19. Being dramatic. Yup, that's me

20. Lastly, a boy where people treat him like a tool. Being used when needed, thrown away when its not needed.

There are just 20 true facts about me 

Shadow Of Life

Shadow Of Life
Walking in the shadow of fear
drowning endlessly by a single tear
running along side of self-discovery
fearing the loss of self- recovery
parts of mind going unknown
dangerous sides going unshown
one day you will eventually die
so today make everything right

Always Be Your Shadow

Always Will Be Your Shadow,

Looking Out For You,
You May Not Feel My Presence,
But I'm Always By Your Side,
Guiding You Through Thick And Thin,
Will Always Be Your Faded Shadow.

Being A Shadow

I've always been a shadow
A shadow to people
Who guide you while not being there physically
But mentally
A shadow who care for you
Whenever you need it
I know when you are sad and sit there crying
I was there, by your side
I couldn't speak
Nor say anything
But just sit there with you
And listen to your problem
My presence will not be felt by you
Nor notice by you
But I'm always there
You don't know it that's why
I'm fine just being by your side
As long your are safe and happy
In a dark place, where you won't be able to see me
But, I'm still there, unseen
As long there is light around you
I can be seen
The brighter the light, the more i can be seen
But still unnoticeable
I shall be the shadow
That will guide you to the brightest light
Support you throughout the journey
As to find that light
Being a shadow
I will be there for you, always

Great stories...

Great stories from books, novels, poems and other literature related products comes from experiences or great creative ideas. Some can just write a book while sitting in a toilet and who knows, it become a hit. Some may write a good book when they just go out explore or maybe just sit at a place where they could get inspirations.

I've always wanted to write a story based on experience that i had gone through during my lifetime.
A story based on a true story and maybe a little of fiction in the story. But, for people like me, now im gonna write a story based on a dream i had. A dream that was surreal that i thought it happen to me in reality itself.

This dream i had was few years back, a story of a poor boy who befriend a rich girl who has a fatal illness that could not be recover nor able to be cure. From a friendship story to a romantic story. From a happy memory to a sad memory. The dream i had had man transitions that could make myself hate the protagonist and the antagonist and vice-versa. The question is, how am i suppose to make it a good story, how to make it 300+ pages long story?

A story maybe i couldn't even finish it.

Time will tell. But this story, i really really want to write it.

No Idea

What i feel

How i feel

What im gonna post

For today

Im not sure about it

Im not sure how i feel

Im not sure what to post

I know blogs are like personal diaries

Where one share their moments

Share their feelings

Their memories

I was told this by a certain person

Who i used to be close with

Now i really don't know what to post nor share

My mind has been going everywhere

Thinking alot

Not sure what

But i have been thinking alot

I had insomnia for the past weeks

No appetite

Parents and friends said that i look very pale

Some even said i look weak

Truthfully

I felt that way as well

Getting sick and tired easily

 Funny thing about me

I had been going to my special place

Just sit there

Relax

But i felt that something is not right

Its missing Someone

Wish You Were Here, Sitting Back To Back, With Me

Everytime i went there

I felt it missing someone

A miss in the picture

A place where i used to say "Where It All Begin"

Everything begin at that special place

My memories

My experiences

My moments

Gathered at that special place

Grasps That Moment, Reach For It

A place where i go just to think back

All the moments, experiences and memories that i had been through

A place where i share with others who i truly care and love

Now it felt empty

Just only me and the wind

A Special Place, To Me

An Open Letter To The Girl Who Let The Nice Guy Go

I’ve seen it happen way too many times: The nice guy loses the girl for being exactly who he is.

What’s even worse is if he’s really the nice guy, he’s going to lose her and say nothing about it. He’ll accept it as something she truly wants and give her his best wishes, as she walks away being everything he could ever want.

On behalf of all the nice guys out there, this is to the girl who walked out on the best thing that ever happened to her:

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Dear Girl Who Walked Away,

It’s not like you weren’t aware of what you were getting yourself into. He told you he was nice. He trusted easily and gave you all he could when he could.

The nice guy believes in doing things right. He was there when you needed him to be, and he went out of his way to make sure you knew just how much you could mean to someone.

We live in a generation where we all have to wear masks and play parts to make it through the battlefield of dating in the 21st century. There is no such thing as giving it your all.

We like quotes on Facebook and post things on Instagram stating we want the masochist one day and the romantic the next. We play these games where being available can only happen sometimes, and playing hard-to-get must be our number one priority. Why?

I thought the ultimate goal was to eventually settle down. I mean, what is the point of dating if you have no desire for it to go anywhere? If a one-night stand is what you’re looking for, leave the good guys alone and toy within the levels you lay down.

Save yourself time and energy because the good guy isn’t going to make it easy to just walk away. The good guy cares, so he’ll get his explanation from you even though he knows it’ll be a load of bull.

Every girl says she likes the assh*le because he’s the challenge — the one she must break, train and force to be more than just a douchebag. Have you ever thought, however, maybe you were the girl in need of learning what it means to actually feel again?

You went through something, like we all do, and because of it you changed. It’s normal and heartbreak happens, but the next assh*le didn’t fix what the first one did; he kept it the same or made it worse. His priority was not you and couldn’t be you. So now you’re bitter and closed off from anything remotely more satisfying than a one-night stand.

I won’t deny that the assh*le is fun or that a good time isn’t promised with him, but when it’s all said and done, is it ever more than just a good time? Probably not.

In fact, the assh*le has a charm about him; it’s the charm you justify your pursuit with. You say, “There’s just something about him.” However, it’s probably the same quality that ended up hurting you in the past.

So you tried to push the nice guy away. When he wouldn’t go away, you pushed harder. Still, he didn’t give up and every time you pushed harder, he pulled you in even more.

He ignored your fears and forced you to grow; he fought for your passions when you were too busy writing them off. He forgot your wants and focused on everything you needed. Then you walked away because he was too nice.

He gave you too much of everything you wanted, and life got too easy. You wanted conflict and hardship as if everything else in life did not promise you an endless journey of just that. This is where you failed.

The nice guy has been hurt, too, he just chose to stay nice. He learned that different people were going to provide him different things in life. The nice guy also chose not to let any of it change who he was.

So, he let you walk away and he called it a day. Everyone always says there are plenty of fish in the sea, and he let you go knowing this, even though it hurt.

What you don’t know is that someone else is out there, and she won’t be as foolish you. When you realize all you really want is the nice guy who cares about you too much, it’s going to be too late. Some other girl will be able to see how great he is, and she won’t waste a minute.

So you lost your Ted Mosby and, I promise, to him you were Robin. The nice guys are there to give you a break, a light to something more than the games we identify our generation with.

He may have loved you too soon and it was too crazy and too much, but guys like Mosby don’t happen every day; they happen never. He got you the blue French horn, and he made you feel love when love was no longer a part of your vocabulary. You were now saying “I love you” again and remembering what it felt like.

He was the guy you were supposed to end up with, who makes everything change. I just wish you’d see it before another girl does because at the end of the day, everyone, including the nice guy you don’t deserve, is rooting only for you.

Sincerely, The Girl Who Was Too Late

The Beauty And Pain Of Falling In Love With The Right Person At The Wrong Time

Finding the right person, a person you want to spend your life with, is the greatest accomplishment one can achieve. Yet, the unfortunate truth is that the right person doesn’t always come at the right time. And that makes all the difference.

You’re not guaranteed to find the right person at the wrong time, but it can happen. I’m living proof. I understand you may be thinking that if you met the right person, the person you loved with all your soul, things would just work out.

We see it in all the movies. Boy meets girl. Boy and girl fall in love. And they live happily ever after – roll credits. How wonderful it would be if the world were so simple.

In reality, human beings are emotionally complicated and because we’re so emotionally complicated, we manage to make situations complicated. Even if you do find the right person, if you aren’t the right person you yourself need to be, the relationship will fail.

Relationships don’t only fail because the person you’re with turns out to be the wrong person; they also fail when you yourself aren’t yet the person you need to be. If you aren’t yet capable of being in a loving relationship then the two of you are doomed.

You will most likely implode emotionally and take it out on the person you love. This goes for the person you love as well – if this person isn’t at the point in life where he or she can be a loving and devoted partner, the relationship won’t work either. There are so many ways a relationship can fail, it’s amazing that we aren’t all alone.

Many people will make excuses for why they aren’t in a place in their lives that’s conducive to a healthy relationship. Many will argue that they need to focus on their careers. Some will argue that they still want to explore life and spend more time flying solo before settling down.

Others will even convince themselves that the love they’ve felt for so long wasn’t true love. They will twist their emotions and memories to make themselves believe that it was more of an illusion than anything else, a dream they need to wake up from. Yet, these are all excuses that veil the truth.

The honest truth is that whether you can admit it to yourself or not, you are not capable of loving – not the way the other person needs to be loved. We should only allow ourselves to settle for one sort of love. The sort of love that is all-consuming, intoxicating, passionate and, at the same time calm, collected, caring and supportive.

We should only settle for a love that embodies the definition in its purest form: to love fully, deeply and selflessly – or rather, as selflessly as humanly possible. I’m not talking about the love of fairytales. I’m talking about the most ideal love that people can possibly be a part of.

Now, the problem when you do find the right person is that you may not yet be willing to give up a part of yourself – because that is what you’re going to have to do.

You are surrendering a part of yourself to your lover. You are giving up on certain things, making concessions and compromises in order to give yourself to the other person. You are devoting a chunk of your life, your thoughts, your dreams and your future to them.

The deepest, purest love is the love shared when both individuals give a piece of themselves to the other, but not entirely without expectation. We may not command anything in return, but because we are only human, we expect our love to be reciprocated.

More so, because we do love our partners, we want them to have the love that they deserve. So what do you do when you love a person knowing you cannot be the person he or she needs you to be?

What do you do when you find the right person, but cannot love that person the way he or she deserves to be loved? If we aren’t willing to make the tradeoffs then there is really only one thing you can do… you have to let that person go.

Letting a person you love go is the most difficult decision you can make in your life. The worst part is that the longer you are apart, the more you come to realize how difficult it is – the more you realize how much you actually love that person.

I haven’t seen or spoken to that girl I met nearly a decade ago in years. And I still know that a part of me does, and always will, love her. Thinking about a person every day of your life that you know you will never be with is a hell of its own. But it’s okay.

It’s okay because it is a part of life. It’s a learning experience like no other. Some of you will fall in love with the right person to find that it is the right time. But some of you will go through what I go through.

I just hope that you have the strength to keep going, not to give up on yourself. You may have had to give up on your relationship with that person, but you can find love again.

You have to believe that you can because it is possible. It is possible to find another right person and to find him or her at the right point in your life. It’s happened to many and will happen to many more. I have to believe that it will happen for me just as you have to believe it will happen for you.

There is no worse way to live life than to live it while giving up on the prospect of love. Love is the only purpose worth living for.

I'd Do Anything

A song that i have been hearing for these past few days. It somehow resembles how i feel right now, at this moment. This song really suits me as how i am today, how i am for these past weeks. This song title is call " I'd Do Anything by Simple Plan"

Another day, is going by, I'm thinkin' about you all the time

But you're out there and I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head 'cuz so many things were left unsaid

But now you're gone and I can't think straight

This could be, the one last chance to make you understand, yeah

I'd do anything just to hold you in my arms

To try to make you laugh somehow I can't put you in the past

I'd do anything just to fall asleep with you

Will you remember me? 'Cuz I know I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules, dreamin' of droppin' out of school

And leave this place to never come back

So now, maybe after all these years

And if you miss me have no fear, I'll be here and I'll be waitin'

This could be the one last chance to make you understand

And I just can't let you leave me once again, yeah

I'd do anything just to hold you in my arms

To try to make you laugh, somehow I can't put you in the past

I'd do anything just to fall asleep with you

Will you remember me? 'Cuz I know I won't forget you

I close my eyes and all I see is you, I close my eyes

I try to sleep, I can't forget you, na na na, na na na

And I'd do anything for you

Na na na, na na na na

I'd do anything just to hold you in my arms

To try to make you laugh, somehow I can't put you in the past

I'd do anything just to fall asleep with you

To fall asleep with you with you, yeah

I'd do anything to fall asleep with you

I'd do anything, there's nothing I won't do

I'd do anything to fall asleep with you

I'd do anything 'cuz I know, I won't forget you

It's been days

It has been days

That we didn't chat

I wonder why

Did i do anything

To be like this

Now i feel

That there seems to be someone is missing

Not something

But someone

The feeling of chatting

With her

Has been gradually

Fading

I miss them

It's been days

That we didn't talk

Did i say anything

For this to happen

My mind has been everywhere

Thinking

It's been days

That i had been to my special place

Quite often just to think about it

I miss it

I miss bringing her there

Just to enjoy the breeze together

What did i do wrong?

Where did i go wrong?

Its painful to be like this

To being this way

Fading

That's what i'm feeling right now

My presence

My feelings

My thoughts

My memories

Are slowly fading

Like a shadow i was

I will still be by her side

Watching her

Just to see how she is doing

Like a shadow i was

Will just be there to guide her

Silently

It's been days

Unexpectedly

Unexpectedly

I have been having problem

Sleeping and eating

No idea why

Unexpectedly

Have been in the zone

For over thinking

It has been 3 months

That this happen

My body feel very weak everyday

My mind going absurd

Thinking about a lot of things

I wonder why

I feel lost

I feel that

I'm no longer felt the presence

Of being there

Felt that i'm just a shadow

Unexpectedly

I've been feeling this way for quite some time

A special place,for me

A place where i feel at ease

A place where i feel where i can express myself

A place where i feel free

A special place, for me

There's this place

Where i tend to go

When i really need some fresh air

When i really need to get things off my chest

Things off my mind

Where i could just sit there and just stare into oblivion

Where i feel time stops

And just stare

Close my eyes and feel when the wind blows

And just sit there quietly

This place is a special place to me

Where i had many memories embedded in my mind

Where i had many special moments

And i rarely share this place

Only to those who i truly care

Only to those who i truly love

Only i bring them there

As i sit there

As i lay there

Closing my eyes

Thinking about nothing

And just lay there

Helps me

Its a place where i share my secrets

Its a place where i share my pain

And i have been going there quite often

For these past few months

Just wanna get things off my head

A place

Where i could stare at the morning sun

A place

Where i could stare at the night moon

A place

Where i could see the sun rise

A place

Where i could see the sun set

A place where i could lie down

With someone who i really care

Just to see the stars

And the moon

A special place, for me

A Fool/I Remember

You must have been in a place so dark

That light couldn't even reach

That stormy cloud

From where i stand

Trying to be near to you

Oh why

That's what i keep asking

Was there anything

I said or done

I had no clue

I'm a fool

Always a fool

A sincere fool

A fool who believe in things

A fool who still hold on to things that he knows that can never be achieve easily

A fool who waits by the side just to see whether it will come true

A fool who will fight even he knows the answers

That's me

A fool to begin with

I can still remember the first time we meet

I can still remember the first time we chat

And laugh

I can still remember when you were alone

You felt lonely

And i was there to fill that space

I can still remember that you needed someone

And i was there when you needed it

I miss those moments

I miss where we laugh

Where we enjoyed

And where we even bitch about our past

I can still remember them

It may seem little things to others

But for me it was something important to me

A fool am i

I can still remember where we enjoyed hanging out

I can still remember where we watched movies together

But 2 things that i remember the most

Are when you smile

And the other was

When i hugged you

Those were my sweetest memories of all

I miss those moments

Where we were soo close

That we even shared our darkest secrets

I miss those time

Where we were soo happy

That we even called till late at nit

I miss them

And I can still remember all of them

I wish

I don't wanna go

The silent words

Are hard to speak

When your thoughts

Are all I see

When we both sleep

Underneath the same sky

To the beat

Of our hearts

So close yet so far

I wish

I was beside you

Another day

Another adventure

When we both wake up

Underneath the same sun

Time stops

Wish I could remind

Just so that

I could be beside you

Pieces of me

Shining as I fade into the night

As long I'm right beside you

I wish

I was beside you

She

She's the finest girl that I've ever seen

She'll be on my mind like a melody

No words can explain what she means to me

No matter what she do, she's just so pretty.

She's the girl for me

She'll be, all I need

And maybe this could be


My chance so I just

Gotta take the chance

She's the girl for me

I'll be thinking about her all the time


Looking things to say up in my mind to


When I see her

The way that she smiles

Keeps me going

That I did my best to say

And I don't want to miss the chance


For a shot at being with her

I Will Never Got Over You

It started so fast

If i'd had known that

If i'd had known this

I'd try to resist

But i can't

Seeing you everyday

Makes me happy

I know your favorite food

I know your favorite color

I still hear your voice

When i walk through my door

How long will this last

I will never got over you

I could still hear your voice

Thinking about you each day

I know you know my heart

It wasn't soo bad

It wasn't soo hard

I gave everything

And anything to you

Just to be with you

I can't go

Patiently waiting

Maybe

Maybe

One day I'll come back here

If I don't try now

I'll go crazy

There's a feeling I'm chasing

Feels like what I once on the other side

Maybe

I'm walking to a place I don't know

I'll miss my chance if I'm marching in time

And

I can swear

There's an answer

Waiting there for me

Yeah

I'm a little scared

Every time I close my eyes

I can't stop thinking

I can't stop dreaming

Hoping everything turn out well

And maybe finally ease my soul

And myself

6th day...

Been photographer and videographer

For the past 6 days

Been attending events after events after events

From Uni event to neighbor event to personal event

Being a photographer was never an easy job

Strained my legs

Over stretched my arms

Eyes were sore just from looking through the lens

Been taking alot of photos

Some were satisfying shot

Some were not

My motto will always be

Taking shots of smiles and happiness

Of people

Regardless

Their size

Their gender

Their race

Their belief

I will still take their pictures

And that will always be my motto

My theme

But there is 1 person

Who fit that description perfectly

That person really brought the true meaning of what is happiness

What is a "smile" meant to be

Throughout the whole session

This few pics of her

Bring me back to why i love photography

And the reason why i still take photos

But my favorite of all

Is this

I don't think

I don't think

I will ever meet someone

That could really compare to you

I could see all sorts of people

And no matter who they are or what they say

They can't capture my attention

The way you can

They don't make me laugh

Quite as genuinely as how you make me laugh

You should know how worthy

And valuable you are

To me

If someone

Isn't treating you like you deserve

I will treat you like a princess

If i have the power

To make you smile

I have the power

To make you be happy

I won't promise to be yours forever

Because i won't live that long

But

Let me be yours for as long as i live

Some said

When you find someone

That makes your heart skip a beat

Stop the search

And take the risk

And i have found you

Dare to move

Everyone's here

Watching you

Waits for you

I'm one of them

What happens next?

Your move

Dare yourself to move

Dare yourself to lift up yourself

Tensions here

Tensions are everywhere

Between who you are and who you could be

I'm still holding on

Still hanging on

To you

Dare myself to move

Dare myself to wait

Just for you

I'm still here

Standing

Waiting

Wanted to read you stories

Dare to move

Fighting

Try to start from scratch

But get let down

Can say goodbye

To all the things i have ever known

Just to realize there's no-one there for you

Tell me

Am i swimming through this empty ocean alone?

Just to look for answers

Trying to find my way around

Trying to get to you

Would you hear me?

If i cry?

If i shout?

Will you be there for me?

I'm looking and waiting

For your answer

I'm always there for you

So what am i fighting for?

Everyday

I feel further away from you

Can't catch my breath

But i'm still holding on

Fighting

Just for you

Looking Back

As my feet touch the ground

Moving endlessly

I'm nearly there

Where i wanted to be

I look back

Letters, words

Fading away

I'm nearly there

I was always a dreamer

Looking

Searching

For answers

Down in the cracks of my mind

It pushes it further

As i think more

As i move more

I wanna be the one standing out in the crowd

Being the one that my mom will be proud of

Being the one where you could only see me

As your one and only

Ignore the others

Only two of us

Used to think i was closer to you

But i got soo much to go

And when i finally get there

I have soo much to tell

I got my chest out

Wanted to tell you how much i feel

As i reach closer

Looking back

All the things i've done

Just to get to where you're at

As my feet touches down

Moving rightfully to you

Nearly there

Love is at the end of my journey

And theres where you at

Looking back

Wanting something soo bad

But the one thing i can't have

And you don't know how hard it is

Just to live every day hoping

Things gonna change

Looking back

Hoping and Waiting

I'd miss you

You're not bad

I try to see you differently

I tow the line

I've been searching for soo long

I saw your eyes

The light to my life

I've moved far away from you

But i wanted to see you here beside me

Whenever i was away

Whenever it was painful

I'd miss you

I miss you

If you would cry

I would shelter you

And keep you away from the darkness that is hunting you

Don't drop me

I'm scared

I feared

To lose you

Not in the right mind

Not in the right mind these past few weeks

Been thinking alot

That "feeling"

Has come back again

Is it natural to feel that way?

Is is natural to feel weird?

I just know that, yes

I'm jealous

I wonder why

Because i felt that i'm useless?

Because i felt that i'm just been thinking too much?

Or because i felt that my presence slowly disappearing from her?

I sometimes feel that i no longer being needed

I sometimes feel that i've been replace

Feel that my presence no longer there

I miss those days where we were chatting happily

Without thinking much

Without caring what others think

As we have our own world

And we were the only 2 person in it

I miss where we laugh

I miss where i call her just to comfort her

I miss where i will always be there when she needed it

I don't know, maybe i'm thinking too much

Maybe i'm just being me

Maybe i'm just being a normal typical boy

Both of us are close

And i don't want to break that

And i don't want to LOSE her

Cause she's my everything

I feel complete when shes around

Shes important to me

And now, all i know

Is just that i have to wait

Wait for the time

I don't mind

Cause i know

Its gonna be worthwhile

But what i'm afraid

Is between the waiting session

That's what i'm afraid now.

I don't want to lose her

A man with a plan

Always been a man with a plan

Always prepared and never leave it to chance

But, its all unscripted when i'm with you

All of the sudden

I miss you

Thinking about things we been through

We talk about

It's not that I planned this

But i think

It feels like

I'm falling for you

Just don't know

Were we ever meant to be

You caught me off guard

With your smile

Never once thought it

Saying these words

Wanna hold you

Wanna hug you

The one i'm searching for

Has been here all along

And that's you

Is You

I don't care,I'm not listening

What others says

I got my hand on the clouds

Where opportunities are

Where you are as well

I'm a rebel

But i'm rebelling for you

Cause it don't matter how they feel

The only thing i worried

Is you

The only thing i care

Is you

They can tell the world

That i'm head over heels in love

With you

Even though there are times when

There are obstacles

They can't harm us

We've built trust

Nobody can break it

I won't let nobody to break it

The only thing i care about

 Is you

And the only girl i think about

Is you

Sweetest Smile

I've waited

But I'd wait more

Nothing prepared me

For what privilege of being yours one day

If I only felt your warmth within your touch

If I only seen how you smile when you blush

Or how you play with your lip when you concentrate enough

I would have known

What I was living for all along

What I've been living for

Is You

Your smile

Is my turning page

Where only the sweetest smile remain

When I see you smile

Its what I want to achieve to see

I Wanna Be...

Every part of me wants to tell you how I feel

Every piece of me wants to show you that I'm real

I want to take that chance

I wanna be wherever you are

Be the shining star to lead you home

We've all been through a lot

But your heart will set me free

Let's take this chance

And I'll give you all I can

There's just something different about the way you look at me

I can feel it in my heart that you gonna hold me tight

In return I'll give you the best of me

And that I'll guarantee

That I will always be there whenever you need

I wanna be the one you call, when things go wrong

I wanna be the one to help you when you fall

I wanna be the one you trust with your heart

If you need a hand

I'll give it

I wanna be that guy

For you.