It's been days

It has been days

That we didn't chat

I wonder why

Did i do anything

To be like this

Now i feel

That there seems to be someone is missing

Not something

But someone

The feeling of chatting

With her

Has been gradually

Fading

I miss them

It's been days

That we didn't talk

Did i say anything

For this to happen

My mind has been everywhere

Thinking

It's been days

That i had been to my special place

Quite often just to think about it

I miss it

I miss bringing her there

Just to enjoy the breeze together

What did i do wrong?

Where did i go wrong?

Its painful to be like this

To being this way

Fading

That's what i'm feeling right now

My presence

My feelings

My thoughts

My memories

Are slowly fading

Like a shadow i was

I will still be by her side

Watching her

Just to see how she is doing

Like a shadow i was

Will just be there to guide her

Silently

It's been days

Unexpectedly

Unexpectedly

I have been having problem

Sleeping and eating

No idea why

Unexpectedly

Have been in the zone

For over thinking

It has been 3 months

That this happen

My body feel very weak everyday

My mind going absurd

Thinking about a lot of things

I wonder why

I feel lost

I feel that

I'm no longer felt the presence

Of being there

Felt that i'm just a shadow

Unexpectedly

I've been feeling this way for quite some time

A special place,for me

A place where i feel at ease

A place where i feel where i can express myself

A place where i feel free

A special place, for me

There's this place

Where i tend to go

When i really need some fresh air

When i really need to get things off my chest

Things off my mind

Where i could just sit there and just stare into oblivion

Where i feel time stops

And just stare

Close my eyes and feel when the wind blows

And just sit there quietly

This place is a special place to me

Where i had many memories embedded in my mind

Where i had many special moments

And i rarely share this place

Only to those who i truly care

Only to those who i truly love

Only i bring them there

As i sit there

As i lay there

Closing my eyes

Thinking about nothing

And just lay there

Helps me

Its a place where i share my secrets

Its a place where i share my pain

And i have been going there quite often

For these past few months

Just wanna get things off my head

A place

Where i could stare at the morning sun

A place

Where i could stare at the night moon

A place

Where i could see the sun rise

A place

Where i could see the sun set

A place where i could lie down

With someone who i really care

Just to see the stars

And the moon

A special place, for me

A Fool/I Remember

You must have been in a place so dark

That light couldn't even reach

That stormy cloud

From where i stand

Trying to be near to you

Oh why

That's what i keep asking

Was there anything

I said or done

I had no clue

I'm a fool

Always a fool

A sincere fool

A fool who believe in things

A fool who still hold on to things that he knows that can never be achieve easily

A fool who waits by the side just to see whether it will come true

A fool who will fight even he knows the answers

That's me

A fool to begin with

I can still remember the first time we meet

I can still remember the first time we chat

And laugh

I can still remember when you were alone

You felt lonely

And i was there to fill that space

I can still remember that you needed someone

And i was there when you needed it

I miss those moments

I miss where we laugh

Where we enjoyed

And where we even bitch about our past

I can still remember them

It may seem little things to others

But for me it was something important to me

A fool am i

I can still remember where we enjoyed hanging out

I can still remember where we watched movies together

But 2 things that i remember the most

Are when you smile

And the other was

When i hugged you

Those were my sweetest memories of all

I miss those moments

Where we were soo close

That we even shared our darkest secrets

I miss those time

Where we were soo happy

That we even called till late at nit

I miss them

And I can still remember all of them

I wish

I don't wanna go

The silent words

Are hard to speak

When your thoughts

Are all I see

When we both sleep

Underneath the same sky

To the beat

Of our hearts

So close yet so far

I wish

I was beside you

Another day

Another adventure

When we both wake up

Underneath the same sun

Time stops

Wish I could remind

Just so that

I could be beside you

Pieces of me

Shining as I fade into the night

As long I'm right beside you

I wish

I was beside you

She

She's the finest girl that I've ever seen

She'll be on my mind like a melody

No words can explain what she means to me

No matter what she do, she's just so pretty.

She's the girl for me

She'll be, all I need

And maybe this could be


My chance so I just

Gotta take the chance

She's the girl for me

I'll be thinking about her all the time


Looking things to say up in my mind to


When I see her

The way that she smiles

Keeps me going

That I did my best to say

And I don't want to miss the chance


For a shot at being with her

I Will Never Got Over You

It started so fast

If i'd had known that

If i'd had known this

I'd try to resist

But i can't

Seeing you everyday

Makes me happy

I know your favorite food

I know your favorite color

I still hear your voice

When i walk through my door

How long will this last

I will never got over you

I could still hear your voice

Thinking about you each day

I know you know my heart

It wasn't soo bad

It wasn't soo hard

I gave everything

And anything to you

Just to be with you

I can't go

Patiently waiting

Maybe

Maybe

One day I'll come back here

If I don't try now

I'll go crazy

There's a feeling I'm chasing

Feels like what I once on the other side

Maybe

I'm walking to a place I don't know

I'll miss my chance if I'm marching in time

And

I can swear

There's an answer

Waiting there for me

Yeah

I'm a little scared

Every time I close my eyes

I can't stop thinking

I can't stop dreaming

Hoping everything turn out well

And maybe finally ease my soul

And myself