Weakness & Strengths

Weakness...

Everyone has a weakness or more...

Nobody is perfect in this world....

When someone said that they are perfect, i could said its a lie...

Why is it a lie? I tend to ask them, "What makes you think that you are perfect?"

Body? Face? Size? Personality? or your Smile?

These answers tend to crack me up.

For me, nobody is perfect, there are tend to be some imperfection within everybody...

But, with that imperfection, there are always strength to cover it up.

For me, I have many weakness.

1. A weak body
2. Lack of stamina
3. Stomach problems
4. Height?
5. A weak mind

These are just a few, but what are my strengths?

What strengths do I posses, to cover up my weakness?

I have a few strengths that I know I posses (Based on my POV)

Strength...

Strengths are there when we have weakness.

Some people don't even know their strengths till someone tell them or they find out by themselves.

For my case, I had both, I found out by myself and I had close friends who share this with me on what strengths i have.

1. Good listener
2. Good adviser
3. Nice to be around with
4. Funny
5. A friend/bro who will be there when they need it.

These are some of my few strengths that I know I posses.

One thing about me, I know I'm weak but, it doesn't stop me to have fun.

I like to see smiles on people face.

That's just me

One example, during my working time with BBW,

I always try to entertain my colleagues with jokes, facial expression and try to make them enjoy working.

Why I do it?

Simple.

Seeing them laugh, smile and being happy, makes me happy.

And that;s my strength, by making people happy.

I maybe a "Yes" man.

But, does this overcome my weakness?

Yes, it does.

With a tired mind, just by seeing them smile, laugh and being happy, it motivates me.

That's how one strength overcome one weakness.

But, is that how I'm gonna continue with my life?

Being weak?

To tell you the truth, I ha been thinking alot, on how to improve myself, reduce my weaknesses.

But, I tend to lose motivation quickly.

In the end, I had more weakness than strength I posses.

However, one girl.

Came into my life.

Even though we are not together.

But, it was her who brings me determination and hope.

It was her who motivates me to do things that I couldn't possibly do.

Thanks to her, I had motivation to do what I need to do.

Lets nickname her J.

J, was like a guardian angel who gives me advice, hope, inspiration and motivation.

Probably, if I didn't meet her, I won't be doing this.

Reducing my weakness.

J makes me happy.

J makes me laugh like a crazy fella.

J makes me feel comfortable when I chat with her.

Now, I had made a promise.

That I want her to be happy as well.

Since she make me happy.

And I did,

I promised J, that I will be there for her when she needed it as how much I needed her.

Promised J to make her happy everyday.

And that's a promise I won't break.

Well, I think that's it for tonight.

Signing out.

I will wait, no matter what.
Till when you are Ready, J.

Let The Lens Do The Talking
Seeing Through The Lens
- Lemon

It's been a long time...Really...

It's been a long time since i updated my old and very first blog... I can still remember the time where i create my first ever blog just to gain popularity. But, i guess i've fail that long time ago. Another reason why i created this blog is just to scream out whatever i felt like saying..but, now thinking over it, should i continue? or just leave it and never ever come back here again?

this blog brings back memories that i couldnt even remember.. all my past, memories, happy ones, sad ones... all in here...

but now, i feel like updating it with this....

my life for the past few years has been many ups and downs...i felt in love again, and felt out of love after that.

but, my life didnt end there, apparently i met someone... and that someone had caught my attention.

After my recent breakup, i felt lost with life... whats the reason im here for? what i was suppose to do?
random question came into my mind, just randomly.

wandering around without any guidance, without goals...

so, i started to work for Big Bad Wolf (BBW), where i had work for them for nearly 5 years. it was great to see familiar faces and new faces, and it was great to be back at BBW where my life actually started.

While working, i met this girl, who was also working for BBW, but sadly she was working night shift while i was working on morning shift.

This girl i met caught my attention. I wonder why?

Cause she was sweet, cute, pretty and friendly... And funny as well

So, i tried to get close to her, but to my surprise, she had a bf...

I found out after when i took her out for a movie... and her close friend, who apparently in the same course with me, told me she had a bf

As i heard the news, i tried to back out as i dont want to be,well you know.

But, it was hard as i really like this girl.

so, i chatted with her for a few weeks as first.

to my surprise, we had alot in common... whatever she likes, i like it too, her favourite food, same with me

after that, we continue chatting till we share our darkest deepest secrets like we were very close friends

as she told me her problems with her,well...
as a good guy, i was forcing myself to be very neutral in giving advice as i dont want them to break.

as days,weeks pass by, till 5 months later,

where i found out, it was not a crush anymore, it was love.

to be honest, i really do like this girl,

this girl somehow deserve better, to me that was my opinion

when she was around me, my tummy had butterflies, but i feel happy and calm...

every time i see her smile, i smile back. her smile motivates me, it encourages me to do better in life

like how she encourage me to join a DJ audition for Bernama 24

another 1 was how she motivate me to join events, ended up becoming the official photographer for an event

this girl has brought hope and light into my life. but sadly...

when i heard she broke up, i actually wanted to charge in but, i thought to myself, she deserve time to be alone as to calm herself

i did the unexpected after a few days,

i took her our for some desserts, we enjoyed, so i thought, maybe i should take her to my park and maybe, ask

so, i did...

but it was too soon she said

and i told her "i understand, and i will wait till your are ready"

that wasnt the only time i did the unexpected actions.

anyway, i should stop here.

just wanna come back here and share whats on my mind...

but i hope, she know how i feel...thats all...

I will wait no matter what...Till When You Are Ready...

Let The Lens Do The Talking
Seeing Through The Lens
- Lemon